jobless

i feel so stress ar... always doing nothing at home..
i need a job... i need money... i wan to be independent!!!

xing pei got a job~ ant got a job~ others i duno la~~
but me.... haiz~~~ makan telur saje lor~~~

i m so so so boring staying at home~ wanna hang out but no money ar!!
help~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

数来数去还是一样

1...2...3...4...5...6...7...

不是数绵羊~ 不是数星星~ 而是数着我寂寞的夜晚~

到底是失眠，还是没有睡意?

睡不着觉的日子很痛苦，我觉得很痛苦！

我想睡觉...我是真的想睡觉...

羡慕一躺在床上就能够呼呼大睡的人...

有秘诀吗？有撇步吗？？ 教教我行吗？

oUting wit bEst buDDy

today is my 1st outing wit buddy after my tiring exam~ first of all~ we planned to go mid-valley to eat sum good food~ v have been discussing about the taiwanese food, thai food bla bla bla~~ v were thrilled and excited~ as v hop into the car, v were keep on talking talking talking until we missed the junction~ OH NO~~~~ v den follow d lane n heading to kerinchi link, finding sum roundabout to make a U-turn, oops~ v get to d wrong way, i totally got no idea wer were v and d question is HOW TO GET BACK TO D ROAD V FAMILIAR WITH?? okiez, never mind, dun panic, lets follow d sign board (Malaysia really has excellent sign bord that lead us to SUMWHERE!!!) so, v decided to find out way out and planne dto get to jalan kuching~~

BUT!!!!! there are thousands of sign board showing d direction to Jalan Kuching, as well as IPOH, Damansara, Kepong, n PJ! n soon, v reach another high way called LEBUHRAYA DUKE, den lead to LEBUHRAYA SPRINT, den v were lik driving to NOWHERE!! :$ haiz~~~ v'been paying for 4 tols and v were lik having one day trip of Kuala Lumpur's HIGH WAYS!! argh~~ and yet, v spend 45 minutes to find our way out and finally v saw mid-valley~~

yuhoo~~~ thank god, both us were starving!! haiz~ but v've been 'tricked' by the stupid sign board AGAIN!!!!!!! arg~ wrong way!! sekali lagi, kita orang hilang arah lagi! d road lead us to BANGSAR!! argh~ no choice la, mayb today v got no faith wit mid-valley lor~~ nvm la, Bangsar den ma Bangsar la.. **super HUNGRY**

WAT TO EAT?? >>> FIsh & Co
hmmm~~~ **yummy** a bowl of thick soup as starter wit carrot, potato and chicken inside d soup~~ the fish was crispy outside, tender and juicy inside~~ *eye bling bling* served wit tata sauce and cheese!!! arg~ cheese... and also XXX kola (forget d name edi) >> strongly recommended by miss sua xiao yi ^^

starter~~ thick soup ^^

super big piece of fish fillet!!!

drink strongly recommended by miss sua ^^

*ar~~~~~~*

*yummy*

*d fish is swimming in my tummy~ FULL*

this is my sweet buddy ^^

*me n xiaoyi*

*xiaoyi n me*

after our lunch~ v went shopping around Bangsar Village n d boutiques ^^ i buy nothing~ coz no money mah~~ =.=" haiz~~ so HOT!! den v go to a desert shop >> Mango Mania!! to have sum icy cold dessert ^^ hohoho~~~

this is d mango smootie recommended by d shop owner, she said vv nice, but me n xiaoyi think that is was jz a normal smootie n not cold enuf.. feel lik being cheated by tat lady =(

another desert that v order, grill mango wit mango yogurt ice-cream! yummm~ v lik this one as d mango was warm n d ice-cream was so smooth n COLD!!! so nice if eat it tgt ^^

*Caramelized mango!!!*

*say cheese* kacha

*aiyo~ y so stress???*




Gal~ thank u for spending such a 'tiring' day wit me! hahaha~ next time v must b vv vv kful when driving liao ^^ hehe~~ i'll date u out again so tat v mum mum at mid-valey ya ^^ muacks

happy holidays

here is my another new blog ^^
d old one i keep it as a secret blog ^^ so tat i can shout! scream! scold! b rude!

Cheersz~~~ yeah, finally i'm done wit my finals exam ^^ wat a relief~ i'm so damn relaxing rite now ^^ hmm~ its time to plan for me lovely holidays~~ erm~~ lets see, okiez, here d schedule:

♥ saturday: outing wit xiaoyi
♥ monday : another outing wit xingpei n jack
♥ friday : go penang meet hubby ^^
♥ d following days : *not figure out yet*

hmmm~ tats my plan (so far) ..
**i feel happy, i feel pretty**
i jz cant wait to hang out wit my buddies~~ hohoho~~
so happy wit no schools, no lectures, no tutorials...
no ugly faces, no disgusting stuff, no old tall building..
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~~~

我很累~我很累~我很累~ @#$&*&^$x 他妈的！！！
把自己搞到这么累又怎样？傻海

11-4-2009 雨中漫步

期待已久的一天，终于来临了啦~好开心啊，好紧张啊，紧张到我前一天都睡不着咧 ^^
在床上翻来复去，辗转难眠，不过，还是熬不过周公，还是乖乖的睡觉去鲁~
等啊等~怎么你还没来？>.< 好久哦~快点到拉，然后就可以用力的抱抱你了~^^
等到了~我的宝贝还是一样的帅气又可爱，真的是爱死你了~ ：*
哈哈哈~好喜欢你在餐桌上握着我的手哦，因为我觉得很窝心 ^^
好喜欢抱着你的手臂看电影哦，因为我觉得很舒服~
好喜欢被你牵着的感觉哦，因为我觉得你会好好的牵着我~
好喜欢和你一起的感觉哦 ^^

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下雨了-买雨伞-手牵着手-雨中漫步-好浪漫哦~
好怀念，也好想念，喜欢慢慢走的感觉，喜欢被你紧紧的牵着，喜欢你

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今天过后，我又开始期待着下一次的约会了~
虽然每一次约会结束后都有一种难过和落寞的感觉~
但是我一只都相信你对我说过我们以后一定会回属于我们的那个家~
我真的相信的~ 爱你~

加油！！！

真正的挑战现在才开始，忙忙忙~考试要到了。别说下学期的企划报告书，就是摆在眼前的论文也令人伤脑筋了。连续5天的时间了，还是一无所有，我实在是无能啊~~ =(

（文字解图：晓琪不见了。左起上：碧华，星蓓。。左起下：晓意，joann，嘉圯）

真令人讨厌。最近突然又怀念起当初初五的生活，是那么的无忧无虑，上课，补习，逃课，公园，冰淇淋，相机，大头贴，急速传说，pasta，蜂胶，歌唱比赛，数学比赛，临检，手机。。 好怀念的生活啊。 有句话真的说得很好，‘物以类聚，人以群分’， 不得不佩服这句话就在每天的生活中上演着啊。原来有着共同目标的人，才可以互辅互补的，把各自的优点发挥得凌厉尽致。怀念那个时候和晓意，星蓓，和晓琪的求学日子啊。更怀念和星蓓一起读foundation的日子，短短的一年，却不约而同地把彼此当作对方的假想敌，这就是另我进步的推动力啊。现在，想必星蓓已经有一个很好的假想敌了，而我呢？却还是在原地踏步，实在是惭愧啊。。没有后悔的余地了，只有自己想办法救自己了，甘愿为自己选择的路负责，因为，我没有怨天尤人的权利，只好做对得起自己的事了。。 加油！！！